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The Journey of 'I'
When I understood the essence of this 'I,' I became my own inspiration to embrace the journey of being human.
1. What is this 'I'?
'I' represents my existence, yet it is not defined by the experiences I encounter. The observer within—the one who experiences—is the creator of this 'I.'
What is this process of becoming? Who am I becoming, and where does this journey lead?
Even in moments of deep awakening, where pure relaxation and perfection unfold, I cannot fully embody the creator of my existence. Just as I have comprehended the essence of being, I recognize that I did not bring it into existence. So, how was this 'I' born?
2. The Birth of 'I'
One day, as I observed myself naturally, I began to sense my essence deeply. This awareness expanded within me, growing beyond my conscious understanding.
The expansion was so subtle and profound that I wondered, How is this happening?
Even now, as I write, I sense this expansion taking place. Everything in my surroundings—whether it’s a fleeting thought or the distant hum of a car—interacts with me, contributing to this growth. (I will explore this further in another section.)
Every action we take and every experience we embrace contributes to expanding our being.
3. My Relationship with 'I'
The 'I' allows us to experience the fundamental truth: 'I am'. Its nature is delicate and subtle, yet it holds immense depth. This is why it feels both intimately close and infinitely distant.
Herein lies the mystery of existence. No matter how much I delve into the essence of this 'I,' it cannot be easily dissolved. If the 'I' were to disappear completely, how could we experience any state of being?
4. The Eternal Form of 'I'
While the 'I' itself is not eternal, its connection to the universal allows it to evolve infinitely. It is born, it dies, and through this cycle, it imparts wisdom about the universal state of existence.
Modern science tells us that the universe is constantly expanding. Similarly, the 'I' grows continuously, transforming with every experience.
When a person transcends the subtle layers of the 'I,' they become the master of their existence, embracing the power to shape their being.