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My Awakening Path


My Awakening Path


 

Today I did not hold the hand of God, Now God has held my hand

This life is so unmatched, Whatever it gives – It gives amazing.
If life is Wonderful, It is because every living being is Wonderful.
For me I am the first and most precious mystical page.
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We have never seen our incompleteness as a bless, only as a problem. This incompleteness is a method – Which connects us with life – and as a necessity connects us with every living being. It is this scarcity that keeps us all alive, moving, growing, creating and most importantly transforming our lives.
This is the simplicity of change, Which changes from moment to moment, due to Which our life changes.
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Hey, is it love for nature or love for Silence! The beauty of nature and the energy of silence both lead me to the beauty of my existence and the beauty of Silence. By Which my life is opened and I see that only 'Silent' breathes in me and 'Nature' is born.
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I was ignorant of myself – Why?; I did not know Who I am, Why I am, What is this World – What is this Relationship, What is this society? Which was the question for me, How could I walk in it? How could I have been successful by walking unknowingly When I am unaware of myself? The deeper my ignorance was - the more it deepened me in life today. My mysterious smile made my thinking mysterious. Now I have become the path of this mysterious life because I have found myself, my search has become my destination.
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When I gave up on myself, it became Surrender. Then by coming the universe started guiding. In such beautiful times, When the ego starts to drop, a feeling of lightness of deep freedom is created. I have seen then How the great energies of nature flow and give life in abundance.
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What is Silent?
Have you ever wondered Why it is Silent?
Silence is our protection, Which is a natural way of understanding reality. In this Silence is hidden the deep experience of feeling safe from death and in it lies a beautiful way of knowing deeply about existence. As long as I know What is happening to me and to me, then I can understand every incident very well and only then will I be able to accept the incident.
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I really love the truth. I love seeing and understanding the truth. The experience of truth may be bitter, but standing in front of the truth has made my life better. I appreciate truth just for being true, for living in truth. I really love reality, that's Why I've always been in love with love.
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मेरा जागरण पथ




आज मैंने खुदा का हाथ नहीं पकड़ा हुआ, अब खुदा ने मेरे हाथ को पकड़ा है।
 

यह जिंदगी कितनी बेमिसाल है, जो भी यह देती है-लाजावाब ही देती है। 
अगर जीवन अद्भुत है तो यह इस लिए ही है कि हर जीव ही अद्भुत है। 
मेरे लिए मैं ही सब से पहला और सब से कीमती रहस्यमय पन्ना हूँ।
हम ने कभी भी अपने अधूरेपन को दुआ के रूप में नहीं देखा, सिर्फ समस्या के रूप में ही देखा है।  यह अधूरापन एक विधि है -जो हम को जीवन के साथ जोड़ती है- और ज़रुरत बन कर हम को हर जीव के साथ जोड़ती है। यह कमी ही है जो हम सभी को जीवित रखती है, चलती है, बढ़ती है, बनाती है और सबसे महत्वपूर्ण रूप से हमारे जीवन को बदल देती है।
यही बदलाव की सादगी है, जो पल पल बदलती है जिस से हमारा जीना बदलता है।
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हे, यह कुदरत से प्यार है या चुप से प्यार है ! कुदरत की सुंदरता और चुप की ऊर्जा यह दोनों ही मेरे को मेरे अस्तित्व की सुंदरता और चुप की सुंदरता में ले जातें हैं ! जिस से मेरा जीना खुल जाता है और मैं देखती हूँ कि फिर मेरे में 'चुप' ही सांस लेती है और 'कुदरत' ही जन्मती है।
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मैं खुद से ही खुद में अनजान थी- क्यों?; मैं नहीं जानती थी कि मैं कौन हूँ, क्यों हूँ, यह संसार क्या है- यह रिश्तें क्या है, यह समाज क्या है ? जो मेरे लिए सवाल था, मैं उस में चल कैसे सकती थी ? जब मैं ही खुद में खुद से अनजान हूँ, तो मैं अनजाने में ही चल कर कामयाब कैसे हो सकती थी ? मेरा अनजानापनजितना गहरा था- उतना ही आज मेरे को जीवन में गहरा कर गया।  मेरी रहस्यमई मुस्कान ने मेरा सोचना ही रह्सयमई बना दिया।  अब मैं इस रह्सयमई जीवन की राही बन गई क्योंकि मैंने खुद को ढूंढ लिया, मेरा ढूंढ़ना ही मेरी मंज़िल बन गया। 
जब मैंने खुद को छोड़ दिया तो यह छोड़ना ही समर्पण बन गया। तब  आ कर के ब्रह्माण्ड ने  मार्गदर्शन करना शुरू किया। ऐसे सुंदर वक़्त  में जब अहंकार छोड़ के जाने लगता है तो गहरी आज़ादी का हल्कापन अनुभूति बनता है।मैंने देखा है कि फिर कैसे कुदरत की महान ऊर्जाएं प्रवाहित होती हैं और प्रचुर मात्रा में जीवन देती हैं।
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चुप क्या है?
कभी आप ने सोचा कि यह चुप है क्यों?
चुप हमारी सुरक्षा है,  जो वास्तविकता को समझने की कुदरती विधि है।  इस चुप में मौत से अपने आप को सुरक्षित महसूस करने का गहरा अनुभव छुपा हुआ है और इस में अस्तित्व को गहरे से जानने का सुंदर तरीका छुपा हुआ है। जब तक मुझे पता है कि मेरे पास और मेरे साथ क्या हो रहा है तो मैं हर घटना को अच्छे से समझ सकती हूं और तो ही मैं घटना को कबूल करने में समर्थ हो सकती हूं।
मुझे सच में ही सच से प्यार है। सच को देखना और समझना मुझे बहुत ही अच्छा लगता है। सच्चाई का अनुभव चाहे कड़वा ही हो, पर सचाई के आगे खड़े होना मेरे जीने को अच्छा बनाता गया।  मैं सिर्फ सच होने के लिए, सच में जीने के लिए ही सच्चाई की सराहना करती हूं।मुझे सच में ही वास्तविकता से प्यार है इस लिए ही मेरे को सदा प्यार से ही प्यार रहा है। 
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Blessings

Life is God experiencing Self

Thank you to Nature for the feelings she gave me,  the trees, mountains,  her many lakes and oceans,  for the sun sets of color,  the clouds that dance in the sky,  for everything she gives wanting nothing  but love in return!!! Thanks You to The world:  For all the good and bad people  I have encountered along the road,  for the lessons you taught me, even if they where bad,  it was still a good lesson to be learned  and for this I thank you... Blessings!!!

I experience myself as the conscious

'There is no "I" but I.' 'Then is there no "you" but you?' 'I, always I,' 'Gives me to think, I will meditate upon it.' 'Do nothing of the kind!'  'To "meditate" means using split-mind:  just look from within and see  - see  that so it Is!  Stop splitting and stay Whole!' Whatever we may be, we are being 'lived'.  We are not traveling, as we think:  we are being 'travelled'.

What a Spring in my life!

When I am absent there is no Time,  and it is always the present   Today: I will walk through the day with spring in my step,  a smile in my body  and  I will have nothing to say about my healthy life,  wow!  I will enjoy the aroma of nature,  and  the flowering from the inside of me  to the outside of me! Will we go through our day today smiling?

Everything is related to everything else ( We are one )

I will enjoy the travels of my free spirit  and the amazing journeys within my Feelings.  I will wake up fresh,  clear and ready to journey  through the seconds of my life  in my well rested physical body!!!  It always amazes me  how I am all one Mentally,  physically,  emotionally  and spiritually  when I awaken!  Wow!  What a beautiful Journey  and  its Beauty

It is amazing how Infinite we are

When I wake up early and go for a walk early  enough to see the sunrise,  if I keep still and watch for a few minutes  I can actually enter in the moment of this movement.  In all my experience,  I become just Energetic aware that I am here,  standing at this special moment on the surface of this special spot;  and  this spot is going, going for away toward the stars  but very close to me,  then  galaxy, more stars,  more wonderful  - unique and amazing colors  then more universe, more and more billions miles away,  like before Jesus- before birth of this planet,  but close, more close, In me -  in myself.  And  this very moment experiencing the whole universe along with me,  in me  while I feel I am infinite  and  I am beyond the universe

Spend life with who makes you happy ( The real artist )

aelolive.com I will prepare and one day I have a chance...  because of my 'Strong -Courage'  and  'Aroma of my Trust'...  Because my life knows that Courage  and  Trust is the commitment to begin  without any guarantee of success BLESSINGS!!! Every morning we are born again: Every time Shaheer wake up a new her arrives with the new moment This moment: 'She is different than she was yesterday' The time is new because of her feeling, The day is new because of her thinking, The moment is new because of her experience and She is new because of this whole life. Every moment she change, her world changes and she is reborn into what she choose to be in this moment. She is creating her moments today with new clarity, new thought and new meaning.

God is the Source of the intelligent universe

aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 1 * Understanding comes when we, you and I, meet on the same level at the same time. aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 2 When love starts with me, and is given to me freely by me, it sure is easy to remember that it is me that is making memories for me. Life is for living, learning and making memories to create a good day, moment by wonderful moment! aelolive.com * Our thirst is Our guru My preceptor is my thirst, my life, my holy and ascetic practices, and my circumstances. However, the...

Ceremony (Who are you)

The Gift: Life is a ceremony where we are here as friends and families to celebrate this occasion. Today’s accelerated moments which we gain from our advance technology has enabled us to travel through the universe, and strengthens our thirst of life.    I am fortunate enough to see and meet you all. The uniqueness of this celebration is that we ourselves are hosts and guests, So today we are meeting, with wishes of peace and happiness.  In this ceremony of life, my heart wished to present a gift. The gift should be of something which can bring hope of a happy life.    With     the grace of God, a pure thought was born which I am gifting today.   A new, unique and virgin view of point, with which we will encounter life.  Wise have said, “If our first step is placed with understanding then our destination becomes easier, and also our path, pleasant.” Paint your own portrait, then you will realize.How ...

Enjoy the beauty of a silence. (purity )

O, My Naughty Shaheer! First, I see you. You are always in My sight. And then I guide you lightly. Sometimes strongly. I hold a sword of love, and with this sword, I vanquish all ills that never belonged in your heart in the first place. I vanquish ill will. I vanquish all that which is opposed to love. Beloveds, in My Presence, what can you do but love? What barrier to love can exist when you are surrounded by My love, and you sink into My love. You float on a raft o f My love. Where else would you want to be? Where else is there for you to be? There is nowhere else but right here right now with Me. Do not bow. Jump instead. God is with you. This is an occasion for joy. Be joy then and forevermore, for I am always with you, and you are always with Me. Oneness is Our lot! Oneness is Our fortune. Oneness is Our Reality. It is the only Reality that is. You and I are One Experience!!! Always Your from Heart, The Sprightliness