1---Awareness doesn't remove the personal sense,
the feeling of existing,
but this feeling of being, this 'I AM' is pure.
2--- it is no longer identified with an individual
who is confronting other individuals.
3--- The 'I AM' is not relative,
it is absolute
4--- It is an unlimited presence
and
conscious of itself.
5--- This feeling of being alive becomes even more intense.
When awakening happened,
it was as if I had just been born into the world
for the first time.
6--- Life before awakening is a dream,
a deep coma,
a death.
7--- The newly discovered 'I AM'
has divine attributes.
8--- This 'I AM' is beyond time,
beyond space,
without limits, without size, conscious,
empty, full, silent, still and bliss.
God the most high is within me
and
I am in IT.
9--- Shaheer Sehyogi finally herself
and
this 'me' is nobody!
10--- Free from Herself, WOW!
11--- So with AWARENESS, life does not stop.
My true nature (what I am) is the total opposite
of what I appear to be.
In this Emptiness, thoughts and desires
do not cease to be.
My mind continues to function
and life goes on.
12--- NOW:
Thoughts are arising from the empty space.
13--- The wonderful sense of freedom
as a result of Awareness comes from the free Presence
that appeared
and
which makes independent from thoughts.
14--- Now, the thoughts arrive from the Void.
No longer identify with them,
I have the possibility of being behind them.
They no longer define me.
15--- If it happens that I identify with thoughts
and consequently suffer,
I now know how to extricate myself
from them to find again the place of freedom
which is without thoughts
and silent
16--- In the deepest centre of the 'us',
there is complete and total silence.
Of this silence,
one can say nothing
because it is not an experience;
it is non-duality.
17--- When thoughts are completely absent,
silence reigns.
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