The total presence is the end of a journey,  the end of a quest because the searcher  no longer exists. My first impression is to have completely disappeared from the world.

Our universe is like a thought wave - invisible state or quantum wave function spread over space and time. "Not a wave of matter" - but wave in what? In a universal ocean - an ocean of pure potentiality - a unified field - superstring field that of which we are all made of. In this ocean our thoughts travel, each thought make a ripple and a difference. Everyday when we are thinking we make a ripple in this sea of energy we call the universe . This free life-changing Information has been made with the universal laws in mind - laws like 'The law of cause and effect' - which states that you reap what you sow. The principle of cause and effect explains that there is a cause for every effect, and an effect for every cause. You get back what you put out. When you put a negative out, you will get one back. Also, when you put a positive out you will get a positive back.

 I now experience my identity,  which is the nature of everything,  as a clear light like water,  like rainbow,  like reflection  but absence.  I feel myself, my exi stence, as the immensity of presence,  absolutely emptiness  and infinitely deep.  Yet this immensity and density feels totally light and weightless,  completely devoid of any sensation.  It is so empty it is total absence.  It is nothing, but at the same time it is dense presence.  I see everything but nothing- amazing- unique realization How can absence,  which is not existence,  have qualities like radiance and density?  This is absolutely paradoxical,  but this is my experience.

Because I love me, I think I am right about most everything. When someone tells me I'm wrong, I take a look at myself. "Myself," I say, "are you or are you not right?" If I've been wrong, I admit it to myself (and to others). Then I try to be right again by changing my ways. When I am convinced that I am not wrong, I stick up for me. Every moment, my life says, '' Ae kamli Shaheer,, Wake up! We are guests in the world.'' My life glows with smiles, Life's nature is silence but filled with experiences while she wakes me and gives happiness. It is life who gave me the path of love and smile, who liberated me from slavery to the pains and the conditions of this world.

Ten Years Ago: At dusk I walked and saw beautiful sky  became very relaxed and quiet.  Suddenly, I noticed that  my body disappeared into the space  of my own nothingness.  Then I want found my Face- face  was not there,  but I am.  My life,  from that moment,  was indeed utterly changed. Now Most of time,  I feel  that  I am without body

 I lost my mind and heart,  I could not figure out Where the world of beauty  and love begins and where it ends.  But, Ae my shyness Life,  I always Love you!                                One day:  in the early morning I walked to the track  as the sun infused with the horizon with pinks and reds.  In that beauty my being stood like a statue  and my heart spoke, 'wow'.  I felt a stillness- ' silence',  Deep peaceful atmosphere around me.  But I did not know who I became.  I just felt deep love my in being. Then I allowed myself to be lost in creation's love,  unconditionally.  I wondered at the very life's mystery.  I gave myself to love itself.  I walked the brave fully painful path of creation's love  with ecstasy and Moist being. Then I realized that God comes to us...

Things are not working out as we had planned. Of course,  it is the worst time in our worldly life;  but it is a wonderful time for our practice-  our silence and our aware-condition,  because there is nothing to lose. Then; We will be able to look at it and say,  “This is like a dream, like an illusion.” * Have a beautiful sun-shine you all

When we say “from birth until death,” for example,  we are talking about a long chain of moments  that are connected by conceptual mind and  then viewed as a whole. We must actually see and feel that state nakedly. The way to meet death fully is to die every day, to every moment, to everything; to our thoughts, to our agony, to our emotions, to our loving relationships— even to our joy. We cannot meet death if we don’t die every day!

Relationships should make us feel wanted,  loved, cherished, cared for.  Every relationship has it's ups and downs...  And every relationship demands sacrifice ... But, relationships are not all about taking, they are about giving too... Be with the person who brings about the best in you, then only is it worth being in it... to bring you happiness. Whereas any relationship that brings you pain and makes you question it's existence isn't worth anything in this world. *unknown

We lose touch with our Source  and  we lose the meaning of our life  a nd  we are in deep trouble when social conditioning  leads us to believe  we are what we look like.  "We are the opposite of what we look like." What I can describe about  what is being experienced currently,  is residing in the Infinite within which the Infinite resides.  There is no end point in all this.  We are talking about the Vastness.  It is very large.  It continues to show Itself  and  show Itself.

I find that silence lives in my heart  in the silence of my core.  It is a rare privilege to have known such a beauty.  Now it is a great joy to commend  this beauty of silence to you  in the nature When I was 37 I saw a nature  whose silence of beauty rang a bell inside me. This beauty is telling the truth,  which I've never heard before  or saw before, and she gave me silence  with deep smile  which produced a state of ecstasy

 I AM; 1---Awareness doesn't remove the personal sense,  the feeling of existing,  but this feeling of being, this 'I AM' is pure. I AM : 2--- it is no longer identified with an individual  who is confronting other individuals. I AM: 3--- The 'I AM' is not relative,  it is absolute I AM: 4--- It is an unlimited presence  and  conscious of itself. I AM: 5--- This feeling of being alive becomes even more intense.  When awakening happened,  it was as if I had just been born into the world  for the first time. I AM : 6--- Life before awakening is a dream,  a deep coma,  a death. I AM : 7--- The newly discovered 'I AM'  has divine attributes. I AM : 8--- This 'I AM' is beyond time,  beyond space,  without limits, without size, conscious,  empty, full, silent, still...

 I love to get up in the early morning when everything is quiet and calm around me! At this time everything I do is easier, arrives with no thought and I am able to be who I truly am within my own vibration and creation!!! I was walking, but I wasn't walking, as if someone walking for my body and I'm another person. When I came out of this state, I realized I was totally alone. Other walkers melted within me. They were not they- they were Me, Just Me. Totally Solitary I am deeply involved, engaged and have love affairs with nature, with everything. I know that I have a unconditionally love affair with just about everybody and everything that I see and I feel, because for me love is not about anybody; love is about how I am within myself ... * Blessings & Love!

We are the Great Space We never learn the Truth  – We become it. The view of the Vastness,  the eyes of the Vastness,  exist within the  Vastness Itself. There is a third way of knowing:  knowledge through identity. We are the Space in which everything happens  – Capacity for things  – the Space in which each of them  is allowed to arrive at its particular  kind of perfection. We lose touch with our Source  and  we lose the meaning of our life  and  we are in deep trouble  when social conditioning leads us  to believe we are what we look like.  "We are the opposite of what we look like."

Without the experience we will never get the meaning Mystical is pure phenomenology  and has to be experienced.  It’s easier done than said!  Language will not take us there.  Insight must come before the word if the word,  so to say,  shall become “flesh”  and  filled with meaning