I feel I am walking into a death always, because I love Death... Why??? I do not know. My Life Journey is always death's Journey I am alone, in death. My experience of my existence is all there is, and this existence is the presence of death itself. The awareness now is aloneness—a peaceful, pure aloneness. Within this beauty, I love only the God Then: I know about my Love for death... * Death of striving, death of seeking, even for the goal, brings the energy of real life to its fullest bloom. The more we accept the more we die, and the more alive we are. Total acceptance, with the entirety of our own being, is complete death